Stressful times for the boo household

Happy Holidays to me. My doctors have told me that we are "out of options" for treating my worsening disease, and "need a miracle." It feels surreal not to know how much time I may have left. I'm trying to stay positive, take my meds, and pray for that miracle. I'm applying to be a candidate for a stem cell transplant, but I don't know if I will qualify, or if it will work. One step at a time I guess.

I'm busy going through all the stages. Right now I'm grieving and angry. I anxiously await acceptance.